I still want to consider you guys friends.
I don't know how that can be possible if I always have to second-guess whatever I say to you all (including inviting you guys places).
Really, if I'm constantly afraid of you judging me, I don't know how it'll work out.
Plus, if we were really friends, I wouldn't be afraid at all. But because I feel like you're constantly talking behind my back and can't even trust me, I put the blame on myself, making me feel bad and guilty.
It actually makes me cry.

TO DO:
- work out more often
- practice instruments more often
I really have to work harder at bettering myself.
Inspired by the Olympics? You bet.

I always figure that if you can't trust someone or have to worry about being yourself around them, they aren't your friends and you shouldn't hang around them. Ever.

It's okay to be a one-person-island every now and again until you find people that complement you.
» ikimashokie on 2008-08-11 10:18:37

no point being friends with someone who u don't even feel comfortable with.

ah i need to practise my tin-whistle more often.
» renaye on 2008-08-12 02:46:53

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