I have $15 already! wow, i hadn't even realized.

um... well, i was going to write an entry today about how much my life sucks and how i should have never written that last entry about how life is so amazing and such. but then today, i guess, something changed. it's weird, like, i must expect so much out of my friends once i write more than a few paragraphs about how much i love them, and when i meet them again, it just doesn't meet my expectations. so then i become depressed, i get into an 'everybody-hates-me' mode and such. but then today, i felt happy again. people were talking to me, and hey, i actually made eye contact with some people i never talk to (though that probably makes no sense to others and it probably won't to me when i read this again, it makes sense to me right now), so i guess life is good.

i shouldn't jinx it, though.

Sorry, you do not have permission to comment.

If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here.